Update

Well I made it through my second treatment and am doing good. I got really sick this time. I also had to go to the intensive care unit again because my blood preasure drops, my temp spikes and my oxygen goes hay wire. I don't like the intensive care unit because they hook my up to sensors to make sure I'm still alive I guess but they have to give me dopimine for my blood preasure and can't do that in the normal care. I really appreciate what they do for me there. All the workers are really good to me. My Dr comes in almost everyday to see how I'm doing and just talks to me someimtes. I also get other people that are helping me with finanical aid but I don't usually remember them comming in or the papers I fill out for them. It's allo the drugs they have me on. by the end of each week I'm pretty out of it. But I'm good at the beginning of each week.

My mom was here again and stays with me during the day and I appreciate that alot. I also have other visitors and I apprecitae them as well.

Last week was my birthday and I had a really good day. Valentines was also great.

I guess some of you don't really know what's up with my life along the lines of relationships. I am compleatly divorced from my husband. I was pregnant at the beginning of last year but miscarried. At that time I was with my husband. Now I just live the single life and actually really like it. It would be nice to settle down but I'm not going to rush anything this time.

I love getting emails and comments from everyone. Don't be shy. Well that's all for now and will try to get back to this sometime soon.